its interesting how what people say to you can stick with you.
especially if its negative some how the nicest things people say get lost in the bad.. i also find it interesting that i only think of what i SHOULD have said after the fact.. heres a list of simple phrases that have been bothering me for days, weeks and sadly years also. and also what i should have said as opposed to what i actually said... in no particular order:

1. maybe if you werent an anorexic slut you wouldnt be cold (i was outside without a coat and commented it was cold out)

WHAT I SAID: thank you
WHAT I SHOULD HAVE SAID: fuck you (whats really funny is that i havent had any sex for almost two whole years with one mistake that i decided didnt count. also i eat just fine never ever have not eaten something simply cause i didnt want to get fat...in reality i dont care and im just fine)

2. look at your shoes! EW! who the hell would buy those let alone wear them

WHAT I SAID: (nothing at all)
WHAT I SHOULD HAVE SAID: (still not sure)

3. you were just a cheap lay

WHAT I SAID: (dont remember)
WHAT I SHOULD HAVE SAID: fuck you

4. I only like to date girls who have thier natural hair colour

WHAT I SAID: but this is my natural hair color
WHAT I SHOULD HAVE SAID: fuck you

5. you should get contacts youd be so prettier without those nasty glasses

WHAT I SAID: i just got the glasses yesterday, and i cant afford contacts
WHAT I SHOULD HAVE SAID: fuck you


im sure there will be more ill update later